Poetic Masturbation

Jan 28, 2009 | Stories

Don__t_kill_yourself_Baby_by_HeadhittinOnce upon a time, a penis was born. He was a sad little penis and he could not talk nor snore. He could only write words on the sheets of his mind. But every time a white liquid bursts out of his body, [that he thought was just pure shit] he realized that thinking too much is too messy. Yeah, messy but it tempted him to do it all over again. He was a writer after all and he was not just a crazy little penis waiting to be just inserted in someone elseโ€™s hole. he was something else.

To be a writer is to masturbate. You cannot masturbate out of nothing, thus, you cannot write out of nothing at all. When I write, I stain lost pages, I drink the elixir of life. I understand deaths, half deaths, senseless deaths. I write pains because it is only in those sheets that they can get stained, and sooner they will no longer inhabit my head. I write based on how i see the world and how he world wanted me to see itself. I become a writer when there is enough reason for madness and temptations to hate and to love.

I practice masturbation. I practice writing in my mind and let them crawl in the tip of my fingernails. I form cobwebs in my papers. I do not want to write when i have positive feelings because they kill my pain to write. I listen to music, those songs that had images that reflect emotions.

And so most of my poems ejaculated out of rage and seductions of pain and bleeding heads. I am mesmerized by the idea of forming relationships and losing them at the same time. I want to understand how they die in their own beds, shirts, bellies and hands. Most of my speakers are ordinary women struggling in the world of their own relationships. I find my theme common and so in any possible way, I want to explore every fiber of a relationship to taste them fully in my own mouth.

And to that, may I live forever.

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Teia Sorroche

Teia Sorroche

Sober Girl

I'm a wannabe blogger who loves John Rambo, Dr. Martens and everything 90s, an annoying mother and a jealous fan of A.M. Homes.

About The Blog

This blog is a reflection of my struggles to stay sober, creative and relevant for the past eight years. I deal with my very minor (perhaps imaginary) social anxieties through blogging about beauty products that I bought compulsively and conquering awkward feelings whenever I face the camera to awkwardly share my fashion outfits.


It's orgasmic to finally let go of my thoughts and live different lives. Adios. May you find solace in other realms of the universe.
 

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  1. kuklux

    boner garage!!

  2. Teya Sorroche- Guillermo

    Hi athan, thanks. That’s really my dream, to make something extraordinary out of something ordinary.

    Hi ferofax ๐Ÿ™‚ thanks. i hope i could really take you to places..i hope i can ejaculate more intellectual orgasms :))

  3. ferofax

    hey there stranger. i figured i should take a look, and i like what i see so far, haha. i’m actually looking for a link to be able to follow you from blogger, but i don’t see any so far… (newbie blogger, dating sporadic pseudo-writer, hehe)

    all that’s left for me to see is if your words can take me places. once that happens, haha, magiging squatter nako dito. ๐Ÿ˜›

    looking forward to more of your wordgasms. ๐Ÿ™‚

  4. athan

    nice work.. you’re really a creative writer. you made something extraordinary out of something ordinary.

  5. chikoy

    hehehhe.. ayos.. alamat ng hmmmp..

  6. -mary-

    whew … mam thea makabuluhan .. hihi … apir ….

  7. propagandist101

    Thank you ๐Ÿ™‚ feel free to read more interesting thoughts. ๐Ÿ™‚

  8. Rahul Sharma

    Quite interesting. You are hereby bookmarked.

  9. propagandist101

    hmm. how do you define weird in the first place?

  10. insanelysanereviews

    thea na thea. idol jud tka tey ba. ๐Ÿ™‚

  11. drystansilva

    weird? or was it just me?hehe

  12. propagandist101

    thanks. let your mind flow =)

  13. maryrestaino

    Interesting thoughts, nice art work.

  14. maryrestaino

    Interesting thoughts. I like your artwork.

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