About the diary
This blog is a reflection of my struggles to stay sober, creative and relevant for the past eight years. I deal with my very minor (perhaps imaginary) social anxieties by blogging about beauty products that I bought compulsively and conquering awkward feelings whenever I face the camera to share my own struggles with fashion, literature, traveling and motherhood.
It’s orgasmic to finally let go of my thoughts and live different lives. Adios. May you find solace in other realms of the universe.
She knew the language of the sea. She could converse well with the sighs of the waves. Like a chameleon, she could change her skin and become another woman. She was a reptile. Her skin tasted like salt and lost adventures. She knew the secrets of the sun, carefully...read more
My first PicoSure laser tattoo removal was the biggest struggle in my life. My second was tolerable, thanks to the genius who discovered anesthesia. The tattoo removal cost is high yet worth it. Here are my before and after photos, they are unfiltered to really check...read more
The Dota player peeled off his dirty socks, too focused on his computer's screen that he forgot everything about your plans tonight. You wanted to be angry. Perhaps nag. Scream at his face that you couldn't just cancel plans. You didn't do your perfectly shaped...read more
You are trapped in a black hole. You like to listen to Matchbox 20 because the songs remind you of your ex who is obsessed with Mars and constellations. You wait for the stars because you want him to listen as you passionately tell him the stories of the...read more
If getting a tattoo for the first time makes you want to punch the person next to you, then getting a tattoo removal is a bloodbath. I didn't feel something when I had my spinal anesthesia, it was a piece of cake. I had almost five trials before the anesthesiologist...read more
Going to the gym for the first time is like wearing your new shoes, you'll get blisters. Having blisters is no fun at all but you've paid for the item so you have no choice at all but wear them. As for me, I'm glad I conquered my first day. So far, here are some...read more
Your first heartbreak wasn't easy. It was one of those broken things you wished you could fix right away. It was worse than a badly written poem or a story without meanings, without forms, without characters. You were hardheaded but too gentle. You were vulnerable....read more
Gravity” is a form of rebellion. I like to think that there is no conflict between science and art. Poetry is still science. A poet is a philosopher. She tends to understand the forms and meanings around her. As a poet, she is the maker of meaning and as a philosopher...read more
Grasses make me feel sleepy. No, Sheldon Cooper, grasses make me feel sleepy, not your fabric conditioner or your soft kitty song. Acid Washed Skirt This is a soft denim acid washed skirt that I bought from a thrift store. Acid washed skirts became popular...read more
First of all, the movie is not too religious. And also, it’s not too preachy – no preachy tone whatsoever about being religious, praying to your gods or becoming holy. But yes, it is indeed violent and grotesque for the ordinary viewers. And it’s definitely not for...read more
I’m a wannabe blogger who loves the 90s and Dr. Martens, an annoying mother and a jealous fan of A.M. Homes.